blowin dem kisses 2 all ma fuckin haters out there
good sometimes people just dont get it then they bitch about things no if i wanted to do it it woulda been done so shut the fuck up about it and leave me alone and sometime (MICHAEL) i dont wanna always make the effort and i dont wanna be mind fucked by you so can we please bring it to an end. If i was to stop talking to you you wouldnt even notice thats how oblivious you are to everything. is it me because i love you enough to change for you just say when. but no you wanna throw your sweater and backpack at me fool around with you bitch then just leave me with it or take it back but what ever i realize what you are doing and i am trying to be strong and give you up. to be done with you. but all yoou do is make me fall for you make me want you make me weak. WHY what kid of person, actually what kid of man does that? we were best friends. i fell for you and some where along the way you fell for me. i realize you loved me but still you did the same and mind fucked me. still nothing changed. we went out then you dumped me 10 days later. i tried to be strong for me for you. we talked from after the break up till field day then you just stop talking to me for months. dont even tell me happy birthday. i know we werent talking and i know you were mad but you coulda said something to show me you still cared. two weeks ago you start talking to me again. i felt happy complete but thats because my world revolved around yoou for a long ass time.then a couple of days back you werent there(at school) i had a talk with a close friend told her what you did and she said i need to stop talking to you. i told my best friend and she said that she had been trying to tell me but because of you i pushed her away because i didnt wanna hear anything bad about you. I FEELL SOOO STUPID. i feel played and i dont like it. so the other day i dont talk to you but a little because i am a girl and not that strong i try to keep away from you with help from some friends but no all you did was suck me back into your world.so here i am on a saturday sitting down on faceboook see that you liked a pic of mine and an old ass one at that. then a status. please if you wanna be my friend ok but please dont break my heart again i dont think i could talk that.i have a whole weekend to figure this out but no you even effect me then. I SWEAR I LOVE YOU AND DONT WANNA LOSE YOU but i also dont wanna be hurt by you. please help me god decide what to do and fast send me a sign because i cant take it anymore. if its ment to be im gunna fight for it even if its not im gunna fight for it. thats how deep in you got me. i just dont wanna be that broken ex girlfriend anymore or that old best friend.
Facebook
it is just really getting annoying but that is lyk all people kno so i guess i gotta keep using it. the only thing i really love is the video chat but thats all.It is just irritating my life but i still use it and will continue to use. i guess the chat is gud but i hate the apps and i cant even use them right cuz my computer hates facebook :p
